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lg/Gt/sf] nufj, sfdk|ltsf] ;Ddfg / cfTjljZjf; x'g] xf] eg] s]xL ug{ ;lsG5 eGg] cfF6 ePsf u'?ªn] lhGbuLsf w]/} ckm\7\of/fx?nfO{ kf/ ub}{ ;lhnf] agfpFb} nu]sf 5g\ . lhGbuL lhpg] klg snf rflxG5 . ;'v b'Mv eg] lhGbuLdf cfO{/xG5g\, uO{/xG5g\ . oxL qmddf @)%* ;fndf kf]v/fdf km]jfl;6L c:ktfn vf]Ng] s'/f eof] . * hgfsf] ;d'xdf pgL klg lyP . * hgfn] ;'?df kfFrkfFr nfv ?k}ofF nufgL u/L lj:tf/} a9fpFb} nu] . Jojl:yt agfpFb} nu] . c:ktfnd} u'?ª / csf{ Ps hgf ;fyL ldn]/ km]jf Kofyf] Nofj :yfkgf u/] . cfkm\g} sdfO{af6 kf]v/fsf] /fd3f6df pgn] 3/ agfPsf 5g\ . clxn] kl/jf/ ToxLF a:5 .

clxn] u'?ª kf]v/fs} Ps ;kmn JoQmLsf ?kdf kl/ro agfO{;s]sf 5g\ . ;do;Fu} kl/ro km/flsnf] aGb} uPsf] 5 . pgL clxn] k|fljlws, :jf:YosdL{, ;dfh;]jL, lzIffsdL{sf ?kdf kl/lrt 5g\ . :jf:Yo If]qsf y'k|} k'/:sf/ klg k|fKt u/]sf 5g\ . t/, pgL rrf{df cfpg rfxfFb}gg\ . pgnfO{ sfdn] g} ;Ddfg lbG5 eGg] nfU5 .

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